Another day...

Just sitting here at work...waiting countless for time to creep by before I call it a day here...Woo..I made it through another one! Thank the heaven's above. I called my doc today, just inquiring on when my lupron injections will clear my system...I was told it could take up to 12 weeks. Damn...I was so praying that the remnants of the medicine would be out of my system by now...Oh well. I guess we will have to wait for a full cycle before we can TTC. I guess that is a saving grace..at least...we will be able to coordinate my ovulation time better. Now is the waiting game. Honestly I don't feel like my cycle is coming on..in fact...I don't have any pains at all. It is like my body is completely clear of anything that has ever plagued it before. Is that amazing or what? To think back...I was taking pain meds from October and just stop earlier this month. I pray that this steak will continue...free from pain...free from worries of getting sick.

I feel optimistic right now...life is getting better and I'm content. Many blessings to all.....

Hello...

This is a first for me...I never thought that I would create an online journal...however...there is so much on my mind right now. A lot of things that are happening...some good and some bad. But faith is something I will cherish all my days because it sustains and keeps me grounded.

I recently celebrated my birthday and was given a journal by a beloved church member. When I think about this person's spirit...I can't help but to smile. She is one that expresses love and compassion for others without a second thought. Wow! How can I be more like that? How can we all learn to be a better person in spite of everything that is happening around us. Many of us don't set out to be cynical, but the events of life can lead into that path.

Faith....hmmm....what a powerful word,and a more powerful action! {pause} What can I say about me so that you will have insight of who I am. I am loving...I will give and offer my all. I am trustworthy, I can hold a secret like no other. I am cautious with that favor because I feel the burden of knowing to much of others...I am a Chrisitian...I love going to church and I have recently become more active. I am giving. I will offer my last dollar if needed. I am a servant...I don't mind helping others. In fact, that is my true calling...to help and aid others especially in their time of need.

I am married to a wonderful man who is the love of my life. He is my best friend and my confidant. He can tell me things that no one else will and more importantly I have learned over the years to be more receptive to hearing, even those things that might hurt my feelings. You learn a lot about yourself when you allow others in. When you trust someone enough to express your inner thoughts. He is a family man...a Christian...a friend....he is funny and silly all at the same time. {smile} Many things can be said about him and will be in another blog!

We have no children yet...it is our heart's desire to have a family of our own! I was diagnosed with Stage 4 Endometrosis at 16, I'm now 34. It has been a struggle individually (as a woman) and collectively (as a married woman.) I have faith that the Lord will bless us with our Angel(s)...

Which brings me to my blog...an outlet to express and get feedback from others who are going through the same. I have stumbled across other sites/blogs/vlogs...of women who are struggling to conceive. I draw strength and power from them..I also gather inspiration from those who Succeed! My goal! My Dream! My Vision!!!